Friday, March 28, 2014

Broken Promises and The Weeks so far

         Okay...this is a heads up on how my reddit fast is going.  Mother of god...its actually not bad.  However, the only reason again is that I have been readjusting to youtube and facebook.  Again...however, those are starting to lose their spark.  I have noticed that slowly the originality I found in going on youtube after researching on reddit, is now gone.  The way youtube is formatted made it so that actually trying to find new things on the net is nearly impossible because youtube only uses subscriptions to make sure you only focus on what you normally go on.  However, this is one of the limitations of web searching.
        There is a point where once you settled, there is a layer that starts forming around your experience.  This layer is mainly dictated by what you once searched for during your stay and gradually evolves once you search enough, but the early sediments are very stable, and very geared to one side.  In many ways, it is extremely annoying, and makes me yearn to try to learn more, but alas I am slightly stuck on certain things.   I can't tell whether it's because I have gotten so much in, or that I'm jsut not looking in the right places.
        Now, I'm counting the days until June 15th, where I delete my facebook and stop going on youtube.  Sadly I must confess that I broke one of the rule..and as of now I will try to continue on strong.  Admittedly it gives off a few more questions that I didn't expect, but it delves into how one can limit one's sexual needs in response to what is happening.   Truth Trying to find a way to realize the Jedi in my is something I must practice to try to be a better person overall.  Overall, sexual needs kind of suck even though it's awesome at the same time....The days are counting...TIME TO BE STRONG.

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